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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 21:23:35 GMT 2
Mia looked down at him and bit her lip, there was a lot she wanted him to do for her, many of which she would never voice, she moved to sit on the sofa and looked over at him. she just wanted to forget everything he had said to her, everything for just a moment.
"All those things you said, did you mean any of them"She questioned"or were they a lie like everything else"she questioned, instantly regretting it, she sounded so harsh, like she still blamed him and she didnt.
"Im sorry i didnt mean it like that...."She lowered her gaze"i guess im trying to process everything"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 21:47:11 GMT 2
Brian made himself look at her when he words came out like a slap in the face. He didn't want to show how much her words actually hurt. "What I said...about us?" He took a deep breath. Brian had thought a lot about the situation. that why he decided to call it quits and not be a cop anymore until the FBI approached him. After another deep breath he explained. "When I signed up for my job years ago I always though I'd be fighting the bad guys." He searched for the right words to go on. "First of all I never thought Dom and the guys were bad and then I never thought I'd meet somebody like you. You all drew me in and ...yes, I meant what I said. About you at least." Searching her face for her reaction he braced himself for a slap or something.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 30, 2010 21:51:00 GMT 2
Some skank was standing in the door way, and Fenix turned around apparently happy to see her. He turned around to leaving her momentarilly unattended to go talk to her her and see what she wanted.
She had to act fast before he came back, and pretending as though she was attending to one of her many injuries, which wasn't too hard to do she quickly fished the cell phone from behind her and sent a text message to the only number she had at the top of her head.
She was suprised that she could remember it, but if anyone could help her right now it would be him.
"Have you reconsidered?" she heard Fenix ask from the doorway.
She looked up scowling fiercely at him, "Damn you puta."
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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 21:54:15 GMT 2
Mia bit her lip as she looked over at him, she furrowed her brow and slowly nodded her head.
"I tried so hard to hate you after that"She stated her eyes unwavering "I never wanted to choose between you two, but i knew there was no choice, he was my brother, you were the cop"
She held her head in her hands, heart hammering in her chest, it hurt, physicaly hurt to think of the past, to think of everything that had happened.
"Im glad you were the cop though"She whispered "things could have been so much worse"She whispered. "I dont regret it Brian"She admitted honestly "I just regret never finding you, talking"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 22:01:50 GMT 2
Brian blinked. He never thought that Mia would try to find him. "I had to run. I went to Miami." He looked at her in disbeleive. "Really?" For a moment he tried to rearrange the picture of their relationship he had put together for himself in his head. "I figured that if I stayed away or didn't contact you you wouldn't have a problem with moving on. I saw the look you gave me at the helicopter. That told me a lot."
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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 22:10:56 GMT 2
Mia smiled nodding her head in understanding "Yea i guess you would have to, giving Dom the keys like that" She smiled up at him her first true genuine smile.
"I never thanked you for that"
She began to fiddle with her hands, she was nervous, actually nevervous about being near him, and then guilt, it overwhelmed her, how could she even be thinking about her when Letty was gone. She shook her head, she coudlnt think about that not at the moment, it was to painful, to freash, to much,
"I was hurt, betryaed"She admitted "But its hard to turn feelings of Brian"She looked over at him and bit her lip "with everyone gone, and your on your own, you have a lot of time to think about what matters" she admitted.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 22:29:28 GMT 2
Was she trying to tell him that he mattered to her? He nodded as if he understood. For a while he just stared at the floor, then he said in a soft but sad voice. "I never meant to hurt you or play with your feelings and I didn't think Dom was doing the hijackings. I didn't expect that I would actually have to take him in and when I had to I couldn't." He knitted his brow hoping she would accept his explanation.
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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 22:46:45 GMT 2
"You gave up your job for him Brian"SHe looked over at him, memorizing his lines and features, she lowered her gaze.
"Im wont pretend you didnt hurt me, but i dont hate you for it, i understand, like i said, we all played a part, you prooved yourself in the end"She admitted she looked over at him "I dont want to remember the past Brian, except the good bits" She smiled up at him, hopeing he would know she ment him
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 23:04:05 GMT 2
Brian fully agreed with what she said. Hi did proove himself in the end and made up for his mistakes. Not for hurting her though. "That's a good approach. I'm sorry for hurting you...a lot. I won't do it again." He scooted a little closer to reach out his hand. "I'm happy if you'll just let me ..." he cut himself off. Was that true? Could he be just a friend? Not likely.
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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 23:09:11 GMT 2
Mia found her hand was shaking as she reached out to take Brians hand, she smiled over at him.
"I'm happy if you'll just let me ..." She lowered her gaze she knew what he was going to say, and knew that just like her they couldnt do friends.
"we were never friends Brian"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 23:15:05 GMT 2
His pale blue eyes wandered up to meet her dark ones wondering what exactly she was saying. He had to put the question out there. "What were we?"
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Post by Mia on Mar 30, 2010 23:19:17 GMT 2
She licked her lips her dark eyes meetings his light ones "We were lovers"She stated simply yet at the same time so softly she didnt know if he would have heard.
"we were epic"She said a little louder this time "I loved you"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Mar 30, 2010 23:29:22 GMT 2
Brian was aware that they were lovers but that Mia actually love him all these years ago was a bit of a surprise. He thought it was more like a butterflies in the stomache kind of thing. But when he thought about it the girl had left a lasting impression on him as well. he never really got over her. With a sigh he pressed his lips together unable to say anything to that. It sounded so final.
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Post by Mia on Apr 5, 2010 21:51:32 GMT 2
Mia looked over at Brian and bit her lip, she couldnt belive she had said those things, how had she broken down so easily, spilt everything to the man she had tried to hate, it would have been so much easier if he hadnt let Dom go.
Setting her mouth in a tight line she flattended her dress, looking down at her bare knees, then back up to him, part of her wanted to reach over to him take his face into her hands and....
She swallowed tearing her gaze away from him and pushed herself into a standing postion.
"I have to...i have calls to make"She said distancing herself from him, she knew he would know what she ment by calls, she had to tell Dom it was something she wasnt looking forward to.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 6, 2010 0:08:17 GMT 2
Brian figured that Mia was a bit surprised by her own courage or maybe even regretted admitting that she had once loved him. Now there were different things that mattered. Unpleasant things like telling her brother that the woman he loved had been killed. Reading her body language Brian figured Mia would rather be left alone to make those calls. He got up and nodded. "You can call me any time." He quickly scribbled his number on a piece of paper and handed it to her. "I'll leave you alone now." At the door he turned around once more and said to her. "I hope you'll call me. I'm really sorry." Then he pulled the door closed behind him and went down the steps of the small house. He couldn't help but shoot a glance at the garage that held Dom's fathers car. Letty had always disliked it and never understood why he wanted to keep it. Brian frowned at the thought and threw one last glance at the house but couldn't see Mia.
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Post by Mia on Apr 6, 2010 12:30:15 GMT 2
Mia watched him go, the door shutting with a soft thud, she bit her lip, running her hands up and down her arms, her heart was pounding beneath her chest, she did not want to do this, did not want to have to pick up that phone.
She turend walking towards the phone and dialled the number that Dom had told her never to ring. She waited with bated breath untill she heard her brothers voice, and she nearly broke there and then.
"Dom" She breathed, her hands turining white agasint the phone.
"Its Letty, shes been murdered"
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