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Post by Joker on Oct 12, 2010 2:18:11 GMT 2
"What have I got to lose?" Walter had answered the job offer to join black ops. Now as he looked through the drunken haze at the mirror of the closed bathroom he was sick at his image, he had comepletly lost himself now, shaved head tattoos of gang afiliation and a tunnel vision of a cloudy mirror. Walter reeled back and placed his clenched fist into the brick lining behind it. He could hear the bones crack but was so drunk he couldnt feel it. Adrenaline rushed into his system as he began a drunken tantrum tossing himself into the stalls and slamming his head through the doors. As the clouding began to give way he collapsed laughing to the ground next to the almost empty bottle of jack.
"Ree I am sorry." he muttered as blood and booze came out of his mouth. "Ree," He muttered again and started to sob, even in his darkest times before he was never this deep, he always had a way out. There was no way out this time, not until Verone was dead. There was no incarceration, not this time.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 12, 2010 6:43:59 GMT 2
Ree turned her gaze onto the man at her side and sighed, it was pretty late yet he had insisted on comeing here, he hadnt even seemed fazed at the time, even when she had pointed it out, once and then twice, and then a third time as they drove over here. With a shake of her head she sighed, and let out a breath, his hand steadying her as he helped her from the car. While she was feeling a hell of a lot better then she had done when her match had finished almost a month ago, the damage to her hip had been worse then the doctors first thought and she was struggling with the pain.
"You need to get out of the house and stop mopeing" Ree shot cold eyes onto Mike and shook her head, her body lent agasint the railings of the beach, "Seriously Mike, i gotta stop mopeing, i havent been mopeing im fine" She stated, which of course was a lie, a bare face, stinking fat lie. She wasnt fine, she was alone, in pain, and her heart was aching for a man she had barley known but loved more then she had ever loved any one else, but of course Mike didnt know that and presumed she was just mopeing because of her injury, and the doctors words.
Mike just shook his head and wrapped an arm around her body. "You know you might be able to fool every one but not me okay" Ree sighed, rolling her eyes, but nodded her head, he was right,ever since he had met her sister, and ultimatly her, he had been able to read her about as well as her sister. "Your right, its just complicated" She stated, her gaze locked on the sea in front of her, or well actually the darkness.
"Then talk to me" He urged, smoothing his hand over her shoulder, his dark gaze locked on her, probing her and Ree almost cracked, almost told him everything, but she simply smiled, and shook her head. "No, ill be okay" She stated, another lie! because she had no idea if she ever would be.
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Post by Joker on Oct 18, 2010 0:11:12 GMT 2
Walter pushed himself through the door still in a drunken haze. Under his breath Walter muttered continuously as he stumbled towards his car. The beach was pretty vacant at the moment save a few people in the fading hours of light. He wasn't sure if the light was messing with his eyes or if it was the alcohol be he swore he could see her, Ree, she was standing there. She was with another man, the one that he brushed passed. Of courseshe was with other man, he had fucked up and new it. He muttered into his destroyed arm as he fumbled the keys around the lock. "I fucked up. Ree I fucked up." again and again he muttered it into his arm.
The keys refused to open the door to the jalopy mustang. Exhausted and succumbing to he alcohol and pain his knees caved in. He fell to the ground drunken sobbing.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 18, 2010 11:55:37 GMT 2
Ree furrowed her brow as an obviously drunk man bumped into Mike, he mutttered some profanity that she didnt hear nor get, no her gaze was on the man stumbbling past them, her ears picking up his mumbled words, with a furrowed brow she shook her head, surley it couldnt be, it couldnt be him.
Limping she shrugged free of Mike and moved towards him, her dark eyes locked on his fallen figure, her heart breaking at the sight in front of her, with a breath she slowly lowered herself to the ground, her back leant agasint his car, her fingers prying at hsi cheek as she looked at him.
"Joker" She whispered, looking over at him, urging him to see that it was her, that she was there with him.
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Post by Joker on Oct 19, 2010 20:00:38 GMT 2
Walter could feel a hand lifting his face up, he mustered his strength to follow it. "Reh, Ree?" He attempted to lift his arm but there was no strengthleft. Trough the droken and painful haze he could see her. He couldn't hold it in any more. "Ree, I..." He pushed himself up against the car. His arm had shards of plaster and plastic in it and his body was bruised. Under his left eye a peice of mirror was stuck in the cheek and the right corner of his mouth was torn about an inch along his mouth line.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 20, 2010 11:43:51 GMT 2
Looking at him, smelling the alchol, seeing him so torn, it broke her heart, forceing herself to her feet, she touched his chest, hand resting agasint the side of his cheek, "Your promised you would come back to me safe" She whispered smoothing her fingers through his hair as she shook her head, she eyed his car, then turned back towards him, she could feel Mike hovering on the outskirts of her vission and she shook her head, ignoring him, hopeing he didnt come over to her.
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Post by Joker on Nov 25, 2010 2:44:36 GMT 2
He tried to smile in vain, "I'm alive right?" he slurred out his words, "that's close to safe right?" He was struggling to keep his feet and seemingly managing. "Made a mistake...I'm in shit..." He mumbled bitterly.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 25, 2010 15:39:47 GMT 2
Ree rose one brow as she tried to keep both their weight up, her back hit his car and she tilted her head to look at him. "Hardly" She muttered with a shake of her head. Her brow knitted as she loooked at him, her eyes showing concern for the man in front of her.
"What happened Joker" She whispered, limping forward so she could touch the side of his face.
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Post by Joker on Nov 27, 2010 14:23:44 GMT 2
"He's testing me Ree, he is in on something big and doesn't want his hands dirty. I fell into his hands at just the right time." As he spoke his words became less drugged and more pained. His wounds were biting through the alcohol, he thought he had lived through it all and seen it all until he took this job. He thought back to the quote he used so wrecklessly before, 'All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy, that's how far the world is to where I am, just one bad day.' He had gone through a fair share of bad days and now he was fairly certain he was losing his mind. "Ree I don't see me coming out clean this time..."
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Post by Deleted on Nov 28, 2010 10:00:36 GMT 2
Ree didnt like the look of the man in front of him, nor did she like the words falling from his mouth or the pain she could so clearly hear and see. With a small shake of her head she took in her own pained breath as she shifted on her still painful hip, her own drugged haze wearing of ever so slightly. WIth a sigh she draw her lower lip between her teeth, she didnt know what to say to hin, or do, was tehre anything she clearly could say.
"Come on, you need to get your self cleaned up, you can think when sobar" She whispered,
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Post by Joker on Nov 28, 2010 21:14:11 GMT 2
He could see her supporting him was wearing on her, he reached inside of himself and began to grasp his own pain turning it into strength. He placed his arm on the roof of his car and stabilized himself. "I'm fine." He grunted as he supported himself. He wasn't sure if he was talking to himself or her with the comment but it made himfeel better. "How are you holding up." he would have to hit up a medical lab, probably somewhere nearby.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 28, 2010 21:22:55 GMT 2
Ree shook her head as she watched him, "Doing better then you" She stated softly, her eyes sparkling as she looked at him,. "Just get into the car Walter let me take you home, sort you out" SHe whispered licking her lips as she watched him, her brow knitted together as she touched him once more.
"Please"
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Post by Joker on Nov 28, 2010 21:32:00 GMT 2
"You know I can't refuse you..." He whispered and began fishing his keys from his pocket. "Careful, she looks like shit but kicks hard." He placed the keys in her hand and began wobbling towards the passenger side. He climbed in and fell on the seat. "So whose he?" Joker didn't make any motion towards the man but stared out the window instead.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 28, 2010 21:42:18 GMT 2
Ree smiled, nodding her head, "Dont worry i shouldnt even be driving" She stated so she kenw she would be going slow, she looked over at him, him, her gaze shifting over to Mike who was slowly nodding his head in her direction.
"Mike" She stated softly, starting the car and pulling it free from its space "He's my sisters, well was my sisters husband" She swallowed, looking over at him.It didnt take long to get back to home, well his home, her home, she shook her head, more and more confused as she pulled up in front of her home, killing the engine
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Post by Joker on Nov 29, 2010 0:33:30 GMT 2
Joker smirked, "Been a few weeks since I've been out here." He tried to lighten the mood before popping the door and exiting the car. "After you mlady." He gritted through his pain.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 30, 2010 16:06:40 GMT 2
Ree pulled the car to a stop and her gaze drifted over to him, she slowly nodded her head, "Yea to long" SHe muttered as with slight difficulty she pushed open the door and stepped out, restin gher body agasint the car before walking towards her house, his own house dark, empty, a startaling reality for what they both could have had, what they did have.
Swallowing she lead him up the yard letting him in through the front door. "Ill go grab the things" She stated her eyes on him "Go sit down in the living room" She smiled over at him, and limped towards the kitchen, her hands shaking as she rested herself agasint the counter, pain shooting throgh her body. With a breath she reached up, pulled open the cupboard her hands wrapping around the bottle of strong pain meds.
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Post by Joker on Nov 30, 2010 16:11:25 GMT 2
"I'll try not to bleed on anything..." He smiled and managed to keep upright as he mad his way to the couch. Before he sat down he took his shirt off and folded it into a pad wiping the blood from where he could and holding it to his cheek covering the slit. He caught a glimpse of himself in the window and cringed. He really had messed himself up this time. What the hell happened to him, he let himself go this time...Forgot himself in this moment, was he losing his mind?
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Post by Deleted on Nov 30, 2010 16:16:13 GMT 2
Ree dry swallowed to of the pills and heaved in a shakey breath, licking her lips she reached back up, placed down the pain meds and headed into the room, with the med kit in her hand, her hip throbbing with every step she took. Thankfully she was back and of her feet, sitting down on the table in front of him.
With a smile, she pulled open the med kit her fingers soft on the side of his face as she moved about cleaning his wounds. "Your a mess Joker"
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Post by Joker on Nov 30, 2010 16:25:46 GMT 2
"You should see the other guy." He smirked into a whince. Well she kinda already saw the other guy, he was messed up. He wasn't sure if he was going to pull this one off. "Ree...about the other night..." He said unsure how he'd open this can of worms. He decided to just jump. "She is a cover..." He closed his eyes as the searing pain from the iodine hit him. "JESUS..." He twitched in the pain. "You did that on purpose..."
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Post by Deleted on Nov 30, 2010 16:29:50 GMT 2
Ree rose a brow and lifted her eyes, chuckling softly, licking her lips she grabbed the iodine pouring it on to the cotton wall, her eyes wide as he mentioned the woman she had seen him with, dabbing it agasint his face she smirked.
"I was more worried about loosing the round" SHe stated, shifting so she could reach him easer, her eyes locked on him and she felt the same surge of emotions as she did every time she was with him, god how she had missed him swallowing she sighed.
"I dont care who she is Joker, you had a job to do, you were doing it"
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