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Post by Deleted on Apr 1, 2011 15:22:22 GMT 2
Mia clenched her jaw as he yelled back at her, letting out a breath she shook her head, "I want you to realize what youve done, i want you to realize you destroyed thisfamily" She shook her head, "But no you just see what happened to you"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 1, 2011 15:25:31 GMT 2
Brian was lost for words. He destroyed their family? When or how or was she talking about the gang again? "Excuse me? Did I miss something? We're all still here, we're not destroyed...or do you mean the gang?" He barely dared to ask. The only thing he really felt guilty for was 8 years back. He could suddenly feel his hands shake and his heart drop. Mia talked like they were over. He lowered his head and his voice. "Are you giving up?"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 3, 2011 19:41:00 GMT 2
Mia let out a breath, her dark eyes wild as she looked at him, those years ago they had never actually dealt with, not really, but it had alwyas been there, in the back of her mind....their mind. "If you hadnt done what you did, Jesse would be alive, and everything that had happened wouldnt have"
For the first time sicne she had arrived home she turned away from him, her hand wondering through her hair, as she let out a soft breaht, her brow furrowed, "I dont know any more Brian, things were meant to get better, not worse"
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 3, 2011 20:56:00 GMT 2
So that was the real reason for her being so upset. "You're coming up with this now? Now that we're married, have a life and a son together? Couldn't you think about this earlier?" In udder disbeleive he stared at her back, then came up behind her and grabbed her arm to turn her around. "How do you know the Trans wouldn't have shot him anyway? They had beef with your brother long before me and Jesse would have raced and lost even if I hadn't been there. But if I hadn't followed Tran Dom would be wanted for murder now....ah fuck it, Mia. I don't get you anymore...first I sit on my ass too long, then I don't do enough for you, now it's Jesse and Dom and whatever else...all this has been there for months....what happened to you? What's going on? Do you want to get rid of me? Do you want to be with somebody else?" His eyes had turned cold. He had no understanding for her strange behaviour.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2011 21:46:02 GMT 2
Mia could feel the tears springing up in her eyes and she forced herself to force them away, tears in this situation would do none of them any good. Honeslty she herself had no idea where the sudden urge to get it all of her chest had come. SHe had been doing so well, she really had and then suddenly everything had gotten on top of her, and it had come out in deep angry bursts, directed at her husband of all people.
Shaking her head she stalked out of the living room and up the stairs, slamming the door to the bathroom shut, her fingers shaking as she flicked the lock so that even if Brian wanted to, he couldnt actually get inside.
THere, in the comfort of the bathroom the tears finally fell and she slid down the back of the door, her legs drawn to her chest, and face buried into her knees.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 4, 2011 22:15:29 GMT 2
In reply to Brian's question whether she wanted somebody else or get rid of him Mia had walked out on him. There was a small skae of the head. Was that the answer to his question? He could feel his heart sting. There had been some tears in her eyes just before she stomped away. Brian's hopes dropped and while Tyler was slowly calming down Brian felt like he was about to start crying himself. Instead he kiss the baby's soft head and comforted him, wiping away the small tears. Seeing the little guy suffer because of their argument was aweful. The soothing however worked. It did help Brian a little as well. When Tyler stopped whining he could her suppressed sobbs from upstairs, which made him feel guilty instantly. For a while he wondered what to do, then he walked upstairs, knocked on the door and asked. "Do you need help?" No reply, of course. "I'm going for a walk with Tyler, okay?" he turned around, grabbed a hat for the boy and slowly limped down the stairs. If only that damn leg hadn't gotten in their way or was it something else?
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 15:42:01 GMT 2
The second she heard him leave the house she alllowed herself to calm, to brush away her tears and head down stairs, licking her lips she let out a soft breath, and clenched her jaw. He was right, she had no idea where any of this came from, why all of a sudden all of her emotions and attiudes were so out of it, so confused.
Shaking her head she moved tothe living room, draw her legs into her chest and waited for Brian to return, but she had no idea if she wanted him to come back, if she wanted him around her.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 7, 2011 15:49:06 GMT 2
Brian went for an unusally long walk with Tyler who fell asleep in the stroller on the way. That gave him an opportunity to calm down and clear his head. He needed to get away from Mia, he needed to breath. Right now he was so damn pissed off because of all the insults she had thrown at him. It seemed so unfair. The woman had no idea what she was doing to him. How much she actually hurt him. For him Mia and Tyler were everything he wanted and needed, well aside from a fast car, but it seemed like Mia didn't need or want him anymore. For a moment tears of dispair and anger threatened to fill his eyes before he sped up and tooka few deep breaths. His sadness was soon completely supressed by anger and when he finally came back home 2 hours later he was ready to throw it all back in her face. Instead he handed Tyler to Mia and muttered. "Mia, you have no idea how much you've hurt me and I don't know whether you even car but I'm not going to stay here tonight. You've basically already told me you want me out so I'm going to stay at a motel or sth,. give you some space...and me."
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 15:53:04 GMT 2
Mia turned her gaze up as Brian entered the home, with a small nod of her head she clenched Tyler softly agaisnt her chest, kissing his tuft of hair, her son reached out, graspign her face and seh forced the tears down, her lips quivering as she pressed a kiss to the top of his head. Finally he gaze returned to Brian once more and she slolwy nodded her head, she knew exactly what she said, knew it had hurt,it had meant to, she wanted him to hurt the way she was.
"Okay" She muttered softly, before turning her gaze away from him, when did their lives become so complicated.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 7, 2011 16:15:29 GMT 2
The tension between them was unbearable. Seeing Mia with Tyler in his arms being cold as ice to him broke his heart. Even though he tried to play tough and hurt her back his throat got joked up and his eyes got wet. He hated her gutts and loved her dearly and she simply let him walk out of her life, at least for now. He swallowed hard and then cleared his throat. "I never thought it would come to this." Then he turned around and walked out of the door. No minute longer would he stay here to pack clothes or a toothbrush. He just wanted to run away and hide his sorrow.
Outside he left half his tire on the road when he angrily stomped on the gas and hit the stearing wheel over and over like a maniac.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 8, 2011 15:36:51 GMT 2
The sound of the car outside made her squeeze Tyler to her body tighter. Only months ago she had been happy, in love....now she no longer knew which way was up,or which way was down, she wanted Brian, she did, she lovd him, would never had allowed him to marry her, or come back into her life.
With a sigh she curled her body onto the sofa and sobbed into Tylers little head. She had promised she would never allow herself to ever be in a postin like this, and now here she was, upside and inside out.
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Post by Brian O'Conner on Apr 8, 2011 18:58:33 GMT 2
Brian drove around aimlessly for a long time. His thoughts were filled with hate and regret. He wished he had never come back to her and allowed her to hurt him like she did now. He loved her and their son too much to just walk away and be okay. He didn't want to talk to anybody about this, nor did he want to see any happy couples. So he kept driving. Away from LA, out in the desert.
Hours later he ran out of gas and seemed to blink for the first time after he had stared at the road ahead of him for an internity. The sky had turned dark red and the sun was about to dissapear on the horizon. When Brian stepped out of the car the air gave him a chill. Around him he could see nothing but dry land, hills and a few plants here and there. He pulled his phone out of his poket just to see 'no service'. But right now it didn't really bother him. He decided to gather some wood and light a fire to keep warm because his shirt and shorts wouldn't be any good soon.
As he sat by the small fire he thought about Mia and what she had said. Obviously she had kept her problems a secret and now finally exploded. Brian doubted that it was simply his slack attitude. Brian suspected it had to do with what happened when she was kidnapped , what maybe went through her head. Maybe she felt Brian had let her down again. After a while he decided not to give up on her and try to do what she asked. He'ds get off his ass, help himself and hopefully her. At the same time he was dreadfully afraid that she would enjoy being along better and not want him back. With those thoughts he fell asleep next to the fire.
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Thread closed continue at - "Lay your weary head..."
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