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Post by Deleted on Apr 26, 2011 18:30:47 GMT 2
"Well I'm learning from their mistakes and I'm not going to rush you. I rush I get burned, the last time quite literally," Jeremy snorted, "I should really know better, but" he rapped his knuckles on his skull, "I'm a little thick headed. You know if I ever do anything to make you feel uncomfortable feel free to hit me."
He gave her that option with a sense that she probably wouldn't use it until he messed up big time, and hopefully he never did. Jeremy didn't want to upset her in the least, his goddess was amazing when she was smiling at him.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 26, 2011 19:49:36 GMT 2
Faye heaved in a slow breath, smling over at him "Okay" She muttered softly, "BUt iv changed a lot...thanks to Joker" She stated with a smile "So i wouldnt worry on me not tellin ya" Licking her lips she watched himfor a breif moment, so far he had been perfect, done nothing to hurt, or upset her, but she was still waiting for everything to fall down around her, like it normally did.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 26, 2011 20:14:48 GMT 2
Jeremy looked at her and smiled, "I think you and I are thinking the same thing, 'this is amazing, but wheres the fall down point'. I swear I'm trying not to make this have a fall down point. Not on this date or on any of the other ones we might have in the future."
He sighed now that, that was off his chest. He never wanted to hurt her, and he'd do anything in his power to make sure he didn't.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 26, 2011 20:19:09 GMT 2
Faye smiled slowly nodded her head, “Yea I mean Im not to up on all this relationship crap…me and Tristan got hot and heavy real quick, me and Jack started of heavy, I moved in with him after a week” She shrugged her shoulders, “Both ended shitty” She licked her lips, dark eyes lifting to him, “They were both perfect, just like you” She heaved in a breath, “So yea I guess im waiting for this to blow up in my face, cus no guys been this amazing without an ulterior motive”
Dropping her gaze she nudged his leg with her foot, before resting it in-between his “But that’s something I gotta work on….stop trying to push people away and just go with it…so your gonna have to bear with me”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 26, 2011 21:43:03 GMT 2
"Of course I'm going to bear with it, that's what you do when you care about someone like I do. I just wanna see you happy. I'm pretty sure I've said this before, whether if it's with me or someone else, so long as your happy I'm happy," Jeremy said squeezing her leg between his.
Jeremy released the pressure on her leg and looked at her very seriously, he wasn't going to tell her that he loved her until he knew she was ready to hear it not in song form.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 26, 2011 21:46:52 GMT 2
Faye heaved in a breath smiling softly over at him, "Thank you" She stated she brushed her leg agaisnt his once,before pulling away from him "But im here to stay...and im gonna be happy" She gave him a small nod of her head, smilign as she turned to finish her food...oh it was amazing.
Licking her lips she let out a soft breath,"I mean it Jer you stayed there even when i was with someone else...that means more to me then anything i could ever putin words"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 27, 2011 2:20:11 GMT 2
Jeremy smiled at her, "As long as your happy."
He finished off his food and looked at her with a slight smile, "I stuck with you, because when I met you on the beach the first time I fell for you, even though I knew all you needed was someone there to listen and to understand. The second time I fell harder, and I wanted to give you what you needed, what you deserve to have. The third time was a lucky chance, all I was looking for was advice and I ended up with something better. I ended up with you, because it was something we both needed more then anything else. You can put a smile on my face and you've brought down more walls in one day, then I could put up in 6 years. All I try to do is make you happy and to treat you like you deserve to be treated."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 27, 2011 8:20:10 GMT 2
Faye listened to him talk and could feel tears prickling the corners of his eyes at his word, smiling she slowly nodded her head, “Its funny, both of those times I was a wreck, I mean our fake date not so much” She muttered brushing a hand through her hair, “But those other times” She shook her head, before inclining it to the side to look at him.
“Instead of running from me you took the time to talk to a complete stranger” Dark eyes sparkled as she looked at him, “You made me believe Jeremy, that there was something out there” She stated softly, “And that means the world to me, and that I feel so free around you” A shrug followed as she looked at him.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 27, 2011 17:16:41 GMT 2
Jeremy smiled softly, his throat constricting for a moment, "Sometimes a complete stranger can change your life. I mean look at us, 5 months ago I never knew you existed, and now I can't stop thinking about you. 5 months I drank a bottle of JD a night, now I try not to drink because I don't ever want you to see me like that, hell I don't ever want to see me like that again. You, once a complete stranger to me changed my life. You have no idea how grateful to you I am because of that. Faye you deserve the best life can give, even on the bad days, when you don't think you do. I'm not going to walk away from us, and I'm going to fight for you like I should have when I watched you walk away the last time."
Jeremy swallowed looking at his plate, he had swallowed those three little words that could kill a relationship faster then cupid could fire off another arrow. They would be said when the time was right, and not when they just seemed to fit.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 27, 2011 20:03:12 GMT 2
Heaving in a soft breath Faye listened to him speak, dark eyes sparkling as she watched him, fresh tears sprang to her eyes as she listened to his words. She knew he cared for her, but she didn’t know how much she had affected him, but she was glad she had. Heaving in a soft breath she looked over at him as she spoke.
“Ya know I remember that night at the beach, when we were sat on the hood of your car and I remember thinking how much I wanted it, wanted you, I mean I knew I had Jack at home, but there with you” Heaving in a soft breath she licked her lips. “Walking away from you was the hardest thing I ever had to do.”
Smiling she let out a soft breath, dark eyes sparkling as she watched him, “You mean more to me then you should”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 27, 2011 20:14:51 GMT 2
"I should apologize for that ride home, I shut you off when I shouldn't have. I suppose I had finally realized that unless something happened with your boyfriend there was no way that I was going to be able to stop myself for wanting and needing you."
Jeremy paused and said even softer, "Because I needed you in my life and I had to let you walk away, and doing that again was going to kill me. I..." he trailed off unable to bring himself to say the words that were continuously repeated in his mind.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 27, 2011 21:54:12 GMT 2
Faye smiled as she looked at him, “If any one understands self preservation its me” She muttered softly “I get why you did it, and I hope you understand why I had to walk away” Licking her lips, she let out a soft sigh. Dark eyes sparkling as her smile widened, furrowing her brow she looked up at him.
“You want” She questioned softly, her heart was hammering beneath her chest, she had a feeling what he had stopped himself from saying and didn’t know if she was ready to hear it…she knew she couldn’t return it…not yet.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 28, 2011 3:28:24 GMT 2
"I'm not going to lie to you, I want you. I want you because you can do this to me without even trying. You're making me a better person and I want you to keep doing it."
Jeremy looked at Faye tenderly, he knew she wasn't any more ready to hear the words then understand why he needed to say them to her more then anything else.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 28, 2011 9:02:50 GMT 2
Faye smiled softly, mentally letting out a sigh of releif, she hadnt been ready to hear the words out of his mouth, she didnt honestly think she ever would. Licking her lips she siled.
"Im not planning on stopping any time soon" She reassured, she watched him closely for a moment, "Your amazing and as much as your making me feel good im gonna sit and make sure you know how much that means to me"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 28, 2011 16:19:50 GMT 2
Jeremy smiled at her, "I've got a pretty good feeling," he said smiling as he slipped his credit card in the book for the bill, "But we can't sit here all night, there's a third part of tonight. I really don't want you to miss it."
He looked at her at his attempted to pull them off the serious topic that might have had those words slipping from his lips, like baby had. There wasn't a second chance if he panicked her.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 28, 2011 19:38:04 GMT 2
Now she was intreigued again and excited he hadnt done anything that she hadnt enjoyed so she was pretty sure anything he had planned for part three was gonna be pretty awesome. With a smile she waited patiently for the waiter to return with the credit card, before standing laong with Jeremy.
"So your not gonna give me any other clues?"She questioned as her fingers wapped around his.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 28, 2011 19:47:54 GMT 2
"Nope," Jeremy said smiling at her as he slipped the credit card back into his wallet, "Trust me you'll figure it out on the drive there."
It wouldn't be hard for her to figure out that they were heading to the pier, and the pier's carnival pretty much towered above anything else that was in the area. He couldn't wipe the excited grin off his face as he moved towards her offering her his arm, "Shall I whisk you off to the next part?"
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 28, 2011 19:57:40 GMT 2
Faye laughed softly, there were so many things it could be, yet nothing was comeing to mind, so instead she nodded, and allowed him to lead her towards the car. The journey was filled with the soft music comeing from his stero, and as she watched the scenary go by her eyes widended and turned towards him.
The carnivial lights could be seen from where they were, and in the direciton he was going there were to places they could go, past it, or to it, heaving in a breath her eyes were wide with excitment, "Please tell me we arent about to drive right past the carnivial"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 28, 2011 20:57:00 GMT 2
"I don't know am I?" he asked her back as he pulled into the pier parking lot, he couldn't help but grin.
This was going to be his favorite part of the night, because the both of them would be able to loose themselves in the excitement and the lights. He unlocked the doors and turned off the engine to his car before sliding out leaning on the roof of his bright red Camero. Jeremy couldn't wait to see her expression.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 28, 2011 21:01:08 GMT 2
Smiling brightly dark eyes sparkling she slipped from the car, and she couldnt help but grin like a kid on christmas morning. "You are the best"She muttered laughing as she just allowed herself to take it all in, it was amazing, bright and loud and just like everything she had imagined.
Walking around to him she wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him before wrapping her hands through is and tugging him along, "Lets go"
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