Deon's punch sent the punching bag skidding across the floor as he moved towards his sister in several quick steps backing her into the door without touching her, "She makes me happy because she understands me. I love her because she knows me, and she can read people better then anyone I know. We worked because we were perfect for one another, and your the one that made me question her loyalty to her. Your the one I trusted to get her back to me, and look what you did instead! I've never laid a finger on you before and look at what you made me do! I've never hurt my Angel before and now I'll be lucky if I can catch her alone!"

Deon was upset with his sister, she was the one who kept trying to ruin things with his Angel, she had been the one to tell him that his baby was loose and unfaithful when she wasn't. His sister had been the one to make him doubt the woman he loved more then anything.

Natassia felt her back hit the wall dark eyes looking up at his brother, he was tall, large and impossing and like this he was scary, "Because she isnt worth it Deon, she's nothing okay, she loved you yes, but not now, and not for a long time, just leave her be Deon please"

She all but begged her brother, she knew there was no use arguing with him, or pleading with him, she was damn lucky he hadnt turned his fist on her yet, especially with the words she had spoken to him.

"She's worth it to me. She everything to me and without her I have nothing. If I can't have her I've wasted the last three years of my life trying to keep her," Deon snapped placing both hands flat on the wall beside her head so he didn't hit her like he had hit Angel.

"Can't you see there is no one else?"

Natassia she rolled her eyes "Because youve been so focused on her to think of any one else"

Staring up at her brother with defient eyes she shook her head, "Shes a waste of space, you should realize that," Her hand rested against his chest, "Now move Deon...."

"I think about you and our family Natassia. Our father's worried that one of these days your going to get in over your head like I did with Angel. I may love Angel with everything I have, but even then the family business comes first. So if I have to give up on my Angel your giving up on Tran. And yes I know it's a bit more then causal sex now, your going to start drowning in him and then he's going to be your Angel and your not going to have him just like I don't have my Angel," Deon said in a soft and almost deadly growl.

Natassia pressed forward, shooving him away from her, "No, id never allow any one other then my family to become my world, especially whores like her" She hissed, dark eyes glowered up at her brother, shaking her head she scoffed,

"You disgust me, that you cant see whats right in front of you" Turning she shooved past him heading for the door.

"The only thing in front of me right now is the pissed off image of my sister, who would have protested violently about having feelings for Tran. My sister that didn't used to have side deals that could undermine our operations. And my sister who used to tell me she loved me because I was an idiot for falling for a woman that was going to be the death of me," Deon said strangely calm now as he looked at his sisters back, "That's the only thing I see in front of me now. Even if I can't have Angel, I'm stuck with you for the rest of my life and I can't tell which is going to hate more in the long run."

Natassia swallowed, she had done it, the one thing she shouldnt have done, she had all but admitted to to her brothe that her feelings for Johnny ran deeper then they should have, she knew she should have protesed but seh was to angry to.

Shaking her head she swallowed down the angry hiss that wanted to fall from her lips, she fought down the urge to hit the hulk of a man in front ofher. Clenching her jaw she spun aruond to face her brother.

"Your my brother and id die for you Deon, but i hate seeing you like this, i hardly recognise you any more" Shaking her head she let out a soft sigh.

"You wanna hit me, then hit me. It's less then I deserve after I grabbed you like that. But that feeling you having about hardly recognizing me, that feelings mutual, I hardly recognize you either. What happened with us? When did we start letting outsiders interfere with us?" Deon shook his head slightly running a hand over his face before he opened his arms wide giving his sister a clean shot at hitting him.

Natassia dropped her gaze, apparently just as easily as his own anger had disappared so now was her's he was right, when did they start letting someone, any one get in the way of the relationship they had, they were strong, she'd do anything for him, anything, and had, Deon asked, Deon got, just the same way it was with her.

Instead of hitting him, she moved towards him, her arms wrapping around his large frame, her head resting agaisnt his chest.

Deon wrapped his arms around her as he buried his face in her hair, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you Nat. I didn't mean to, I wasn't thinking like normal, can you forgive me?"

He wanted his sister's forgiveness, he wanted to make up everything he had done to her. A part of him was still furious that Angel was out of his grasp once again but he would have her. One way or another he was going to get Angel.

A soft breath left her lips as she pulled him closer to her, holding her brother tight to her face, she nodded her head agaisnt his chest, "You gotta keep your head on straight Deon" She muttered pulling away from im.

Smiling she lifted her gaze and let out a sigh, "Or i bring dad in" Shaking her haed she draw her lower lip between her teeth "I just want us to go back to normal Deon"

Deon nodded she was pulling out his other kryptonite, her trump card, their father. She had made a good judgement call in his opinion. He might have stopped his past habits, but he formed new ones when he was with Angel. One of those was relying on his sister and his Angel to keep him all there and have him not flying off the handle.

But Angel had walked off and he was relying on his sister and she was breaking faster then he thought. So he was scrambling to grab Angel back, even when that meant sending his sister after his kryptonite.

"You made a good call, now let's hope you don't have to use that threat," Deon said putting a kiss between her eyes, "Don't wish for that, it wasn't much better it was just easier then it is now."

Sighing she closed her eyes at the feeling of him kissing her forehead, with a smile she licked her lips and brushed a hand through her hair, licking her lips she smiled, "Dont make me use it Deon, reign yourself in, get her back safe, sound, otherwise leave her"

Smiling she squeezed his arm, "Ill do what i can okay" Smiling she brushed past him, walking out of the gym,

"Nat... All I need you to do is help me keep my head on. If I start like I did earlier, the only thing I'm going to get when I realize what I'm doing is a broken doll," Deon said looking at his sister with a mournful expression.

He hadn't realized at the time, but that guy coming in was the only reason his baby was still breathing. He could have killed her with the way he was grabbing her and swinging her around. Deon felt sick to his stomach, he could have killed her, the only person he loved more then life, he could have killed her.

The words were spinning almost mockingly around his head, he had to make sure he didn't touch her the next time. He had to be sure he wouldn't hurt her.

Natassia turned back round to face her brother slowly nodding her head, "Then you gotta stop the steriods D...the drugs anything your on its gotta go, shit like thats gonna fuck you up" She whispered, he wouldnt though, it kept him the wayhe needed to be, it had always been the same. Heaving in a breath she could see the pain on his face and she sighed, she hating see him like this, and it was half the reason she did everything for him in the first place, she hadtn seeing him hurt, in any form.

"Come on, lets have a drink and you can tell me how stupid i am for falling for an associate"

Deon licked his lips considering it for a moment, his sister was probably right but he couldn't change that now, "The roids are just to help me bulk up, but I stopped everything else. Okay so I'll take a hit every once in a while but... I'm not using like I used to."

He followed his sister and wrapped his arm around her shoulders, "You realize that it happens right? I mean when I first met Angel, I thought I was going to get an engine pick up from a guy. But I saw her and it just blindsided me, I wasn't looking for it but it happened anyway. You've just got hooked on the fact you can't play him like everyone else. He's a challenge for you, and there is nothin' wrong with that but he's going to leave you and I don't want you to end up like me, not even a little."

Natassia looked over at him as she furrowed her brow, her brother wasnt one for opening up, not like this, it shocked her slightly and she was unsure of what to do, o say. Letting out a breath she rested her head agaisnt his arm.

"Yea your right" She muttered with a sigh"

"Sorry about the touchy feely, it's just I could have killed the two most important people to me today," Deon said with an almost non chalet shrug.

He was actually still in a kind of shock, the kind that came of him loosing his temper like he had. He had put that look of fear on his sister's face, a place that it should never belong.

Natassia smiled, shaking her head, "I like it" She muttered, she twisted and punced his arm softly, "Gabe woudl have stepped in, there paid to protect me, even if that is from you" Licking her lips she sighed, and ran a hand through her hair.

"I need a drink" She muttered pulling away from him so she could head into the kitchen, drawing her lower lip between her teeth she let out a soft breath as she poured herself a vodka, and moved to sit down on the bar stool a brow raised in the direction of her brother.

"Im in deep D" She sighed, downing the entire glass of vodka, "But not as deep as you...god help me i never would"