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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2011 23:41:33 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded, "I can't even image what that is like, I would go crazy trying to get away, to really be alone," he felt for her, that kind of life was a rough place to be, and he didn't envy her.
"It's not about looks Natassia, it's about ability. Looks can change so long as you can actually play. I do owe you... as much as you say that I don't, I still do. You gave me something to grab onto before I gave up," he said making a face at her, "You realize that I'm good at listening right? I just don't like it when I say something wrong and upseting someone who doesn't deserve it."
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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2011 23:45:32 GMT 2
Oh boy was he right there, “Gabe’s okay I guess, he understands when I need time alone, but hes always there, lurking” She shrugged her shoulders, she understood their importance, but it still was none the less irritating.
With slightly furrowed brow she looked at him, “So then why are you here, because my father told you to, or because you think you owe me something for helping you” She questioned softly, dark eyes trailing over towards his face a part of her didn’t want to know, she had already been told once that day she wasn’t enough, without hearing it from him as well, but she had to know, had to know why he was there, with her
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Post by Deleted on May 21, 2011 23:56:43 GMT 2
"I'm here because you asked me to be here. I could have told you no, because I doubt you would tattle on me to your father. I also wanted to spend more time with you. After both breakups I just didn't want to be alone, if I was alone then the idea of never having anyone would set in and everything would get worse. The fact your father told me to is an excuse I can give to Johnny and feeling like I owe you, will keep me from walking out of your gilded cage and never looking back so I can drown myself in what's been my old friend for years," Jeremy said softly as he kept his gaze out of the window in front of them.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 14:55:53 GMT 2
She was surprised by his honesty, but she couldn’t deny she was touched greatly, licking her lips she wrapped her arm around his waist and pressed her head against his shoulder, “Then I can assure you, you will be owing me for a very long time” She smiled softly, she knew all to well what it was like to be on that edge and to what to tip but knowing you cant, and she knew what it was like to have loved someone but for them not to return it.
Letting out a soft breath she smiled before looking up at him, she couldn’t say that she didn’t feel attracted to him, but the big test would come when her father came into town, if he still thought the same then. “Are you at least feeling better?”
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 15:47:54 GMT 2
Jeremy a half shrug half nod response, "Yeah I guess... I mean my head is pounding like no ones business, but I guess everything else is fine. I tend to just shut down most of the time, it's easier for me that way."
He glanced at her placing a kiss on the top of her head, this wasn't like a relationship. This was for once kind of a comfortable interaction between two people, neither person expecting anything from the other. He was glad for that because it didn't happen very often in his life.
There was never that comfortable time around someone without wishing it was someone else. It was either all in or a chore to be with someone, even when it shouldn't have been.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 16:16:09 GMT 2
Natassia nodded her head in understanding she got that, had been exactly where he was, either shut down or loose yourself in anything and everything, booze, men, women, work, anything that just stopped you thinking. She smiled as he placed a kiss to the top of his head and she nudged him with her hip.
“Okay on the bed” She commanded twisting so she could press her hand to his chest and urged him backwards, nudging him towards the bed, “I swear no funny bussiness” She laughed softly, dark eyes showing the truth behind her words, “Inless of course you ask nicely”
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 16:25:43 GMT 2
"Yes Mistress," Jeremy said playfully shooting her a grin and a wink as he walked backwards keeping his eyes on her as he sat down on her bed.
He didn't know where this was going but it had to be somewhere good if there was a bed involved. Whether it was sleep or something else, anything was better then just standing around trying to have a bit awkward heart to heart. Since it was obvious that she didn't know why he had decided to actually be there and he had shocked her with the truth.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 16:33:59 GMT 2
Natassia laughed at his choice of words, as she slowly walked towards him, with a breath she slid onto the bed behind him, her fingers smoothing over his neck and up to his temples where she slowly started applying pressure, then started moving her fingers into circles. He had seemed to enjoy it before and he seemed to need some relaxation and this was the perfect way to relieve a headache.
Her body pressed against him and her hands slowly moved down from his temples to his neck, fingers slowly ghosting over them before she began to work his shoulders like she had outside at the pool, “Thought youd prefer this in a place you wouldn’t drown” She muttered with a soft laugh, her lips pressing against his neck.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 16:40:54 GMT 2
"Mm hmm," Jeremy hummed contently as she worked on him once more, "Drowning is bad for my health."
Her hands felt good even though his shirt as she placed kisses along his neck and her fingers worked his shoulders and his temples alternating between the two as his eyes slipped closed. He couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of her working to relieve both his tension and his headache.
"Your the best," he managed to mumble out as he found her leg and squeezed it in appreciation.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 16:55:03 GMT 2
Deon pulled up to the beach house and grinned seeing his sister was home, it meant that she was finished her business and they could hang out together like they had been doing for a couple of weeks. What had she called it, sibling bond, was what his sister had named the 3 hours they spent together every day. He reached over into the passenger seat and grabbed his gym bag. He had swung by Angel's to make sure she was okay, not that his sister or Angel needed to know that, and discovered that she now had a metal security door. The door would be a little harder to get through but it would be worth it. Slipping out of his car he nodded to Gabe, "So where is she? Her room?" seeing the nod he jogged inside with a wide grin. He had ended up buying her a present while he was out, it wasn't anything too fancy since he knew she hated all the finery but it was a special something that he hoped she liked. www.heartsmith.com/media/c_april2.jpg
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 17:02:41 GMT 2
Natassia had to agree, drowning would be bad for his health, but it would be bad for her own, cus Johnny would have her ass, and then Deon and her father would have his, oh It would be one big fat circle.
Chuckling softly she continued her soft movements, moving them from his shoulders back to his temples and then back down, this time taking in his entire back, fingers gliding under his shirt which she promptly tugged, shifting to allow him to pull it away fro his body. Once it was away her fingers glided over his skin, allowing her for deeper movements.
The sound of an engine reached her ears, but considering she was upstairs she couldn’t tell if it was stopping in he driveway or not, deciding to ignore it her fingers continued, before her lips returning to his neck, moving to the spot she ha found the day before, placing a soft breathy kiss there. “Don’t mention it” She whispered softly.
Her door burst open and she spun her head around, dark eyes landing on her brother, “Deon” She rose a brow, “Such thing as knocking ya know”
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 17:10:02 GMT 2
Deon blinked as he looked at the position she was in and then at Jeremy who was doing a decent imitation of a deer in headlights, "I wasn't aware you had company... What are you doing to him anyway?"
As he asked he walked closer to her holding out the box in his hand for her to take, "I owe you an apology, and I hope you like it. Can you give us a moment Jeremy?"
Deon almost laughed as Jeremy quickly stood and moved out of the room, "He's a good kid isn't he? So why is he here? I assume you drove since his car wasn't here."
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 17:16:44 GMT 2
Natassia rolled her eyes seriously he had to ask that, “Im relaxing him…its called a massage you should try it sometimes” She muttered with a shake of her head. She moved allowed Jeremy to scoot out of the room, sighing she took the box from her brother, one brow rose, she wondered when the gift was going to come.
Licking her lips she held the box in her hands, “Lance pissed of our father, so now hes on baby sitting duty until Daddy gets into town” She shrugged her shoulders pulling open the box dark eyes lowering to the gift, a genuine smiling crossing her lisp moments later.
“Deon its beautiful” She muttered softly, pulling it out and twisting around so Deon could fasten it for her. Drawing her lower lip between her teeth she sighed, looking back at him. “I thought id get him out of the house, so whats wrong”
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:13:05 GMT 2
Deon grinned, "Right a massage... I remember getting those," his grin faltered and turning into a frown, "Why in the world would Lance do that? And what do you mean our father is coming to town..."
He was panicking now, if his father was here and found out he was still trying to win his Angel back he was done. All of his plans and all of that time invested into her would be over, just over.
Deon smiled at his sister covering up that panic, "I'm glad you like it," he said as he fastened it around her neck, "I was looking forward to our sibling bonding time," he said pouting as he crouched down in front of her, "But hey if you have to take care of your baby sitter, you gotta do what cha gotta do. He is doing alright isn't he?"
As he looked her over he noticed her neck, "Who did that to you? If it was Johnny so help I'm going to rip him in half," he snarled fingers clenching around his thighs.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:20:05 GMT 2
Natassia looked over at him, she had known her brother long enough know to see the hidden panic in his eyes, “Who knows why Lance does what he does, and I don’t know apparently there is some business in town, that and to make sure neither of us are doing something we shouldn’t” She pointedly looked over at him with a raised brow.
A soft sigh fell from her lips and she let out a breath, biting the inside of her lip she let out a breath, “I think hes doing as good as he can be at the moment” She stated softly. Moments later her hand lifted to her neck and her hand shifted down to his leg, shaking her head she squeezed it softly.
“It wasn’t Johnny Deon, just a reluctant business partner” She shrugged her shoulders, she couldn’t be sure where Jeremy was and she didn’t want him to know who was now working for her and how she had gotten him to work with her.
Smiling she looked over at Deon “Oh yea your just heartbroken about the idea of no sibling bonding time” She laughed softly dark eyes sparkling as she wrapped hr arms around her brother, before pulling away from him.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:36:59 GMT 2
Deon at least had the decency to look sheepish at her pointed look, "I'm innocent I swear. I have been a good boy and I have staid away from her. I assume the business is with Jeremy then? I mean that would be the only reason Dad would stick him on baby sitting duty. But private business... That doesn't sound good at all."
He pondered it for a moment as he thumbed the stitches in his cheek, "You're going to tell me who it is," he said softly, "I figure you aren't saying because of Jer so I won't push it," raising his voice back to normal levels he said, "Your right a am heart broken, I mean what am I going to do with three hours all by my self? You take care of him alright? He's more broken then you can see."
Deon shifted to his feet and planted a kiss on his sister's forehead.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:40:58 GMT 2
Natassia laughed her brother was many things, innocent wasn’t one of them, sighing she shrugged her shoulders, “Wouldn’t surprise me if we ended up with a dead Tran” She stated softly, shaking her head, she sighed and nodded her head.
Drawing her lower lip between her teeth she shifted to grab her phone Jack, Faye’s boy She showed the message to Deon knowing he would understand why she didn’t want Jer knowing.
Smiling she licked her lips, “I think youd be shocked Deon about how broken I know he is, iv got him” She muttered softly, letting out a soft breath she licked her lips and smiled at him “Im sure you’ll find something to do I don’t even know if Jer’s gonna be staying or not”
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:51:33 GMT 2
Deon nodded, "Yeah, um... yeah. Now I understand, just if your new business partner does some shit like that again I hope you don't mind if I rough him up," there was a surge of protectiveness going through him, both for his sister and for Jeremy.
He glanced at the doorway and smiled, "I'm sure if you ask him nice, he'll stay as long as you like. I know you, you always get what you really want. Just be safe alright, anything gets out of hand just scream. I'll be downstairs probably watching TV. I'll let you get back to that massage," he said giving her a wink as he headed out and draped a large arm over Jer's shoulders, "You ever need someone to get your back just ask. After all if your tapping my sister you better plan on sticking around," he grinned at the other male before he made his way downstairs.
Jeremy touching his sister was way more preferable then Johnny's lying ass. Jeremy could at least be trusted.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 18:58:32 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded with a slight frown as he watched the bigger male leave as he walked into Natassia's room once more, "I think your brother just okayed us having sex..."
He was looking at her slightly concerned since he had never been given permission before, since most of it was consensual to begin with. Shaking his head he moved towards her slowly in case her brother had said anything that might set her off.
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Post by Deleted on May 22, 2011 19:38:33 GMT 2
Natassia nodded her head she had no doubts that her brother would do just that, and was more then glad he hadn’t suggested he was going to do that in the first place. Licking her lips she smiled softly “Hopefully” She muttered with a shrug of her shoulders. Jeremy wasn’t the type of man she had dealt with before, so she wasn’t sure what he would do, or how far they’d go.
Licking her lips she watched as Jeremy walked back into the room and she couldn’t help laughing at his words “Deon likes you and he doesn’t like anyone” She stated with a shrug of her shoulders. Drawing her lower lip between her teeth she looked over at him dark eyes sparkling. “Wanna continue?” She questioned softly “This bed is pretty comfy, so you can stay as long as you like”
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