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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 7:37:20 GMT 2
Faye smiled shrugging her shoulders, "Iv had enough trouble in my life to hopefully know who the good ones are, the ones worth fighting...and the good news is Lee seems to be warming to you" She statedwith a smile.
Licking her lips she inclined herhead at him, and rose a brow in his direction "Other then i dont know you and the usual crap, i dont know whohe was trying to warn, me, or you"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 17:04:56 GMT 2
Jeremy smiled slightly, "Well at least he doesn't think I'm completely dangerous to be around. Ah... yeah he's probably trying to warn me because he can get to you. He's wrong though, you do know me. Grant it you and I are still learning more about one another everyday but..."
He sighed softly and leaned back in his chair his legs extending out to intertwine with hers, "Alright... So what would you like to know about me?"
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 17:23:37 GMT 2
Faye smiled, her foot moving up his leg slightly, the most important thing had been her brother warming to him, and apparently the facct Jeremy had stopped him ffrom pumling Jack was all it had taken.
Heaving in a breath she draw her lower lip between her teeth, she was curious about his ex, but she hadseen the look he had given her and didnt want to push him, just like he hadnt pushed him. "Anything your comfortable with telling me"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 17:44:00 GMT 2
Jeremy took a breath looking at her with an interested look of amusement, "Alright that didn't narrow it down at all. Hm... gimme a topic and we can go from there," he said squeezing her fingers.
He watched her expression, he knew she wanted to ask him a specific question but she didn't, which good guessing said she wanted an explanation for the parts Johnny told her that he didn't address.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 17:54:56 GMT 2
Faye heaved in a breath and laughed softly, her gaze dropped down to their hands which were locked togethe. Heaving in a breath she squeezed his hand softly, "Tell me about her" She whispered softly, dark eyes locked on his, drawing her lower lip betwen herteeth she let out a breath.
"I mean you dont have to...but im curious"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 18:36:41 GMT 2
Jeremy felt his heart skip a beat and he took a deep breath, "That's a loaded question," he said simply as he rocked forward onto his forearms once more.
He took few moments to steady his breathing as he kept his eyes on the table under him, it was going to be easier to talk to her this way, "Alright... but once I start I probably won't stop."
Jeremy took a deep breath and started talking, "Her name is Alison... I had met her when we were in high school together, she was the cheer captain and she was the only person in our school that didn't look at me with that look of pity cause I had lost my folks. She made a point in talking to me and hanging out with me... it really wasn't hard for me to fall for her like I did. She was my whole world, she always knew what to say what to do. When we got older nothing really changed, I was working for Johnny and she started college to become a physical therapist. I had basically moved in with her when I met her older brothers, I actually recognized their voices as some of the guys Johnny was dealing with," Jeremy paused swallowing hard trying to refocus on the table he hadn't quite been seeing, "I really didn't think anything of it at the time, I figured it didn't affect me. Ali and I were almost inseparable, but then something changed... she stopped returning calls, stopped coming home, canceled our normal plans. Then one day I came home and found her having sex with some other guy, I was confused and pissed and I just stood there watching. I didn't know what to do, I was turning 23 in two days and I was just kind of shell shocked. Next thing I can remember is slamming the apartment door and a minute later she's grabbing my arm trying to explain. When the guy came out he just grinned at me and asked if I was the dumb fuck who had let him screw her for the past 6 months. All I saw was red, I mean I just lost it... Johnny's the one who stopped me. He had followed me home apparently, and he stepped in before I seriously hurt the guy. The day of my 23rd birthday her brothers came into Johnny's office and gave me this," Jeremy said lifting one hand to tug the side of his muscles shirt down to show her the bullet scar on his right shoulder.
He couldn't talk any more as he squeezed his eyes shut his throat closed off because of the memories of 5 years of Alison.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 18:46:03 GMT 2
Faye was slightly guilty for asking him to talk to her, but she supposed it was better he opened up to her then keep herself locked away. She listened to him intently, her fingers brushing over the knuckles of his hands, but she doubted he could feel it, he had done what she did when she went back into the past, fixated on something close and away from the people around you, she didn’t interrupt him, didn’t say anything just listened and let him know she was there.
Her fingers untangled with his and she stood up, easily moving around to his side of the booth, her arm wrapped around his waist and her head moved to rest against his, her body was facing him, one leg drawn up onto the seat, and then moved to hook over his leg. Licking her lips she let out a soft breath, there really wasn’t anything she could say to him, nothing would ever change what had happened to him. “Ya know Johnny makes it very hard to hate him when he does things like that” She whispered softly, pressing her lips against his nose softly, her fingers moved through his hair, before resting on the back of his neck.
“Everything happens for a reason” She stated softly, her dark gaze locked with his, “And even if you don’t believe it, those experiences made you the strong person you are today”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 18:58:16 GMT 2
Jeremy's laugh was bitter, "Your gonna make me eat my words aren't you," he said remembering it was about the same thing he had told her.
Taking several deep breaths he opened his eyes and looked at her, "Johnny's not a bad guy, he means well enough. It's just sometimes he makes me wonder why he does everything he does. I hate to say it I'm not as strong as I seem, instead of picking my self back up after all of that I just staid there and drank it all away. I played and sang when it was a good day, and drank like a fish and did some pretty regrettable things when it was a bad day. Those bad days pretty much out numbered the good ones."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 19:07:59 GMT 2
Faye laughed slowly nodding her head, “Fraid so” She muttered with a small smile, her fingers smoothed down his back, slowly trailing them back up, and then back down. Licking her lips she listened to him speak once more, and she smiled, drawing her lip between her teeth she let out a soft breath.
“After Lee show Tristan and ended up in jail it left me alone” She bit the inside of her lip, clenching her jaw for a moment, “Being alone wasn’t a good thing, I didn’t deal with things very well, I locked myself away from the world, I went to work and that was it, came home and just survived, I hardly ate, vodka was my love” She stated letting out a sigh she gently pulled his face so he was facing her.
“Just cus you dank your life away, did some things you arent proud of don’t mean jack” She stated softly, “you cant change your past, you cant do anything bout your future, just live in the now” She slowly dropped a kiss, this time to his lips. “And im in your present, and whether you work for Johnny or not, im not going any where”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 19:20:14 GMT 2
Jeremy looked at her and sighed softly, "Nah I can totally do something about my future. I can make sure your in my day to day future by not doing anything stupid to piss you off. Vodka's alright, but JD's my best friend," he said shrugging as he relaxed in her arms and moved his arms off the table and wrapped his arms around her middle pulling her as close as their awkward position would allow.
He was glad he had told her, but his memories had been pulled up and there were things that went with those memories that twisted a knife into his chest once again.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 19:23:40 GMT 2
Faye smiled, resting her head agaisnt his shoulder, "Ill be there as long as you need me to be" She stated with a soft smile, she could tell there was some hurt though, she could hear it hin his voice, feel it in his body. Licking her lips she draw her lip between her teeth, frowning ever so slightly, wishing she hadnt acutally asked him.
"Tell me what i can do" She whispered, her hand moving to rest on his thigh.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 19:30:51 GMT 2
"Honestly there isn't anything you can do," Jeremy said softly, "This is one of those things that I never dealt with. I never came to terms with it, I just ignored it and washed it away trying to forget it as best as I could."
He sighed softly and placed a kiss on the top of her head and let his cheek rest there, "I'm sorry I just laid 5 years of shit out for you."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 19:48:16 GMT 2
Faye shook her head, "Never appoligise" She stated softly, licking her lips she let out a soft sigh, "Wait till i load 24 on your" With a deep in take of breath she allowed him to rest there, before pulling away ever so slightly.
"Ill be there while you deal with it okay" Smiling she kissed him again, "It never goes away but gets better"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 21, 2011 21:09:09 GMT 2
Jeremy hummed softly, "I trust you. and I'm glad that you will be here while I readjust to having everything come back. But I know it'll be better this time around. I have you after all. You are my goddess, everything will be better now that you are here with me."
He sighed softly and closed his eyes, those three little words coming to the forefront of his mind, "Your brother won't kill me right? I mean I know how protective brothers can get and I prefer not getting shot again."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 21, 2011 21:18:13 GMT 2
Faye smiled, blushing at his words, here she was trying to make him feel better and it was hhim who was making her feel amazing, smiling she shook her head.
"Inless you use me as a punch bag, or turn up at the house with a gun and the intent to kill me then know your pretty safe" She looked over at him, "Now Joker on the otherhand, you might have to watch" Laughing softly she took the sides of his face and pulled him in for a kiss.
"You have nothing to worry about"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 22, 2011 0:56:27 GMT 2
"Yeah I make a point in not beating up women unless it's bedroom play... and then I'm guilty of that... Like I said I've done some pretty regrettable things when I was less then sober. Good thing is that, that has changed and I hopefully won't be doing any regrettable things any time soon other then not kissing you every minute I see you," Jeremy said smiling slightly as he rested his forehead against hers.
He looked into her dark eyes and sighed softly, he was so happy here with her. Nothing else really mattered to him now that she was here, all of the shit he had put himself through seemed pointless. But he knew he wouldn't have been the same man he was now having not done all of those things. Sighing inwardly he ran his fingers over her arm, he was going to be alright, he had suffered enough and maybe this was his reprieve, this was his reward for not killing himself yet.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 22, 2011 14:14:32 GMT 2
Faye licked her lips as she watched him, her fingers smoothing through the hair on the nape of his neck, “Like I said, the past is the past” She stated softly, with a smile she pulled him in softly, pressing her lips against his with a sigh, pulling away she draw her lower lip between her teeth. “Just tell Johnny the next time he feels the need to warn me I wont be so accommodating” Laughing softly she fully pulled away from him this time.
“How bout we get out of here, Lee’s out racing” She stated with a soft smile. Dropping a kiss to his lips once more she rose a brow, “Iv got the place to myself, and I don’t fancy cooking for just me”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 22, 2011 15:43:42 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded and kissed her once more, "Sounds like a good plan," he said as he moved around slightly, "And don't worry about Johnny, I'm going to have some very choice words for him when I see him next."
He slipped his fingers in between hers and smiled, "Alright I'll follow you back to your place."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 22, 2011 15:46:54 GMT 2
Faye smiled, "Well as long as you dont get yourself into trouble with him" She smiled as she stepped from the booth, her fingers easily wrapped around his, she felt comfotable, at ease with him. Licking her lips she led them both out of the diner before kissing him once more.
"Keep up" Laughing slightly she moved over to her car, and watched him step towards him, siling she reved her engine and pulled out on to the main stretch of road, the sun was setting around them the veiw beautiful over the ocean. With a breath she pressed her foot down on the accelerator and ehaded home.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 22, 2011 16:03:55 GMT 2
Jeremy grinned and slipped inside of his car, stomping on the pedals to catch up to her, "Johnny I am going to wring your damn neck," he muttered to himself as he drove towards her house.
He was a little worried that Leon would get home and get pissed to find Jeremy there, but it wasn't like Jeremy couldn't handle an angry brother. Jeremy sighed softly and watched her tail lights, he was still thinking about Alison. He took a deep breath and sighed, he had to think about Faye. Faye was the important thing now, no one else.
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