Faye laughed, the first laugh in the last week or so, hell actually no longer. "But then you'd get sent to jail your still on prohbation"She stated softly tilting her head back so she could look at him. She swallowed, remembering just when they had first hit it of, at the beach before everything went to hell. They hadnt really had an easy day since.

"Jack we need to talk" She muttered because if she didnt get it of her chest she knew that no matter how clear her head was of everything else she'd never truely be free.

Jack smirked and shook his head. "Nah, they'll never catch me. I'll be off the radar before they even knew it was me."

His smirk was still present when she shifted to look at him, but dissappeared the moment her next words left her mouth. 'We need to talk' never did sound too promising coming from a woman and he couldn't quite place the look in her eyes either. Now that made him kinda nervous.

"Uhm.. I thought we were already talking..?"

Faye nodded her head "yea but i gotta tell you something"she whispered, she turned away from him, she couldnt look at him when she told him this, because if Brian was wrong and he did want kids one day there was no way she could look into his eyes and see the dissopointment.

"I cant have kids" She muttered her head dropping ever so slightly, before she had been okay with it, well she had thought she was, but now, with a man she loved and felt like being with for a long time it actually hurt to admit those words once more, it had been bad enough to admit it to Brian but to admit it to Jack was another thing.

"Huh?" Jack furrowed his brow while his brain worked on registering what she just said and pieces of the puzzle started falling together. They never used any protection during sex, nor had they ever talked about any kind of birth control and now he guessed he knew why. He always just assumed she was already on the pill or something before they even hit it off.

"You can't have kids in like.. Can't, at all?" He realized how stupid his question sounded and fell silent for a moment, not knowing what to think of this. He had never considered kids, what, with him being almost deathly afraid of anything that came close to responsibility, but seeing his little nephew only moments after he was born had planted something in the back of his mind. What it could possibly grow in to eventually, he didn't know, but now the choice of having kids or not had simply been taken for him, or them for that matter.

After an awkward moment of silence, he finally broke it with the only answer he could come up with. "Ok.."

Faye heaved in a raggid breath and turned in the water to look at him, she saw a hint of something in his eyes and realized Brian had been wrong, Jack did want children, at least some part of him did. Lowering her gaze away from him she bit the inside of her lip, she had been expecting to go with what Brian had been saying, but this, this was differnt, she hadnt prepared for this.

"Its never been a thing untill now ya know"SHe questioned, looking at him "i mean with Tristan there was no way" She bit her lip harder before resting her hand agasint the side of his face. "but with you, i want children with you Jack" She felt tears prickling at her eyes and slipt away from him and out of the bath, water dripping of her body and curves, she bent grabbing a towel before walking into the bedroom.

Jack could still feel the ghost of her touch on his cheek after she moved from him and out of the bath, her words lingering on his brain. She actually wanted children.. with him?

"Shit.." He muttered under his breath while he got out of the bath as well, grabbing his boxers and putting them on in the process of following behind her, not caring if he was soaking the whole damn place along his way. He found her in the bedroom with the towel wrapped around her, his heart sinking when his eyes fell on her back. What in the whole damned world was he supposed to say now.

"Faye.." He started, slowly sliding his arms around her from behind as he swallowed the 'it's ok' that wanted to follow since it was clear it wasn't 'ok' to her. If there really was no way for her to have his kids one day, he could live with it as long as he still had her.

Faye closed her eyes at the call of her name, she stiffened at the feel of his arms around her waist and within an instant she had turned around, pressing herself agasint him, her head tucked onto his chest. She heaved in a breath breathing in his scent, getting herself wet once more, but she didnt care he hadnt ran and she wasnt going to give him the chance to either.

She pulled the towel from her body and half framed it around him so she could get him dry before tugging him towards the bed. She shifted behind him, her bare chest pressed agasint his back, as her fingers kneeded into his shoulders. "Your to good to me" She muttered into his neck, before placing a soft kiss there.

Jack let out a half assed chuckle at her words and shook his head while he turned around to face her. "Trust me, I'm not. If it's one thing, it's you being too good for me."

He tucked a strand of her wet hair behind her ear before he sat down on the bed and gently tugged her on to his lap. If someone would have told him about a year ago that he'd be shacking up with a girl he loved and even started having crazy thoughts of taking it the whole nine yards, he'd laugh in their face and yet here he was, acting and saying things he never thought he would or even could.

"You know I love you no matter what, right? This whole.. thing.. isn't going to change that." He smiled before placing a soft kiss on her lips. Damn, what happened to the old Jack.

Faye shifted, allowing him to pull her to his knee, she ran her fingers through his hair his words touching her more then she was letting on, to hear him say of his own bat that he loved her, without her prompt and that this wasnt going to change anything ment the world to him. She rested her forehead agasint his and slowly nodded her head. "Okay"She whispered.

"God i love you" SHe whispered and she never thought she'd ever truly mean it in the way she was looking at him and just being with him, he made her feel alive and whole and perfect. With ease she shifted of his knee and down onto the bed, pulling him down on top of her, her fingers running up his back.

Jack supported his weight with one hand next to her body and let the other trail over her side, fingers softly wandering down her naked skin while he enjoyed her touch on his back. His face hovered close above hers, eyes taking in her features while he managed a smile. She looked even more tired than she had before.

"You should get some rest. It's been a long day... or week or.. month even." He whispered before placing a kiss on her lips. Now that was an understatement of the year. Hopefully they could put it all behind them soon enough and pretend it didn't happen. Although her last confession would be a bit more difficult for him to push away in to forgetfulness.

Faye sighed, pressing her body agasint his, urging him toward her, her fingers finally reaching his hair, holding him agasint her, but he pulled away, his gaze locked on hers. She let out a sigh at his suggest, but knew he was right, she turned her gaze away, knowing that look in his eyes, she had seen it in hers the moment she realized just how bad things had gotten.

"If you want it...we can find a way to do it"She whispered sliding a finger down over his face "I mean there's IVF and shit" She gave him a tight smile trying to at least install some hope into him. She pushed him over so he was lying on his back before moving, shifting agasint his side, head resting above his heart, wet hair cold agasint his chest.

Jack let out a short nervous sounding laugh at her suggestion. That all sounded way too serious for his taste. He may have come off as wanting kids, but at this point he wasn't even near ready for them and was content with the life he had. Minus all the shit that happened recently of course. "Wow, hey, slow down there. We don't have to go down that road just yet, do we?"

He shifted out from under her and turned on his side, his face close to hers while he placed his hand on the small of her back and pressed her body tightly against his. "I don't know about you, but I'm not ready to settle for that white picket fence, 2.3 children and a 9 to 5 job anyway." He smirked and couldn't help but let his hand wander over her tempting curves while he captured her lips.

Faye laughed slightly releived at his statment, she rested agasint him, twisting in his touch, hooking her leg over his and pulled him tightly into her. "No where near"SHe whispered, she had long sicne grown up and she actually missed her youth, she had never been able to be the carefree person she had wanted to be, which was probarly why she had gone for Jack in the first place, because through him she had slowly began to unwind. She sighed, trailing her fingers through his hair.

"The sound of Miami is very tempting, there's some amazing places out there" She stated, and some killer bars, she knew Jack would enjoy it there, if not to get absolutly shit faced every night.

Jack nodded with a smirk. "Yeah, I've heard some pretty wild stories about the place from Brian and Rome."

His hand wandered down to her leg as she hooked it over his, letting his fingers tease over her skin. "You know.. they got some awesome beaches in Miami, too." He laughed. It had become close to almost a given that whenever they'd hit the beach together they tended to end up 'hitting' something else, too.

Faye breathed in a laugh, nodding her head "And im sure with you there, they'll be even better" She stated with a laugh. She sighed at his touch, nuzzling into his neck, fingers grazing over his back, her lips touching the tender skin of his neck.

She was just glad she had finally found someone who loved her and actually cared about her beyond anything else, swallowing and with a quick wriggle of her hips to get comfy, she allowed her eyes to drift closed.

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