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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 11, 2011 20:20:11 GMT 2
Faye swallowed, a soft, serious smile tugging the corners of her lips, she loved listening to him speak, just the way she loved listening to him play. It was as if everything she was thinking was always voiced by him, “Then I think we can make that happen” She whispered, dark eyes watching him with a soft smile, her gaze moving over his face.
Her heart skipped at beat at his words, she remembered that day, the way he had been with her, held her and made her feel like the most important person in the world. “Then it doesn’t” She muttered softly, and she was sure it wouldn’t, their feelings had erupted once more the moment they had seen her.
“So what next” She questioned with a raised brow, her fingers swirling the straw around her glass, this was all new to her and she had no idea what to expect.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2011 3:31:00 GMT 2
"If we try hard enough we can make anything happen," Jeremy said smiling at her as he tipped his head to one side slightly, he loved it when she was so quite he could barely hear her, because it meant what ever she was saying was like it's own little secret between them, "No, then it won't."
"What ever you want to be next, it's been almost 7 years since I've been in an honest relationship. So probably like you I'm a little rusty on the relationship thing. What I do remember is that we go your pace, what ever your comfortable with is good with me. I'm not going to push you into anything you aren't ready for, because that would make me an ass," Jeremy said with a shrug.
It wasn't as if he could read her mind, but some part of him knew that she didn't needed to be treated like a china doll, but she needed to be comfortable. Which meant that he would go her pace because if he didn't he might loose her and he never wanted to loose her. He had watched her walk away three times now, he wasn't going to let her walk away a fourth unless it was a mutual thing.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 12, 2011 14:04:01 GMT 2
Faye smiled, slowly nodding her head, it sounded nice, to have what happened between them, being on her terms, how fast or slow she wanted them. Heaving in a breath she trailed her tongue over her lower lip, a soft blush creeping up over the apples of her cheeks, “Then I wanted to go on a date” She muttered, the blush growing as she finally lifted her gaze to meet his. “You know the type every girl dreams of but never gets”
Shrugging her shoulders she dropped her gaze again, this time looking out over the beach before she returned her attention to him, “Believe it or not iv never actually been on one…our fake date was the closest iv come” She admitted.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2011 21:02:13 GMT 2
"Well there would be one problem with that... I'm not a girl. So those dream dates, I got no idea what they are unless you decide to let me know what your dream date is," Jeremy said looking at her, "Once I know what your basic dream date is I can fill in the details and make it perfect for you."
His eyes were focused on her lips as she licked them once more, he couldn't help but notice because it was driving him crazy. Crazy in a good way, crazy in the way he wanted to say screw breakfast and kiss the breath out of her, to see those pink lips become red with use. Jeremy forced his eyes up because he was going to be able to focus on her response if he didn't.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 12, 2011 21:10:22 GMT 2
Faye laughed softly, nodding her head, dark eyes sparkling as she looked over at him, heaving in a soft breath she felt the blush that had worked over her cheeks disapear. "Dinner, music" She shrugged her shoulders, "To feel like the most important woman in the world"
Her gaze flicked over to him, her dark eyes wondering over his face, trailing down to his lips, she could still feel them on hers, how amazing they felt, and how she wanted to do it again. "So pretty much anything you do is gonna be perfect"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2011 17:33:22 GMT 2
"Well that last one shouldn't be hard, you're the most important woman in my world," Jeremy said smiling warmly at her, "As for the other two I think I can handle that," he said as his mind was already plotting things he could do to make this one date a dream for her.
He would call around and see if those offers to the stages were still open to him. He would need to practice for once, since it wasn't going to be him mindlessly playing on the beach. Jeremy wanted to impress her and he knew that it wasn't going to be hard to do, but he really wanted to blow her away. He wanted to make sure that they didn't fall into a comfortable schedule of things not relating to work.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 13, 2011 20:14:47 GMT 2
She blushed deeply at his words, her lower lip drawn almost seductively between her teeth, her dark eyes lifting, with a deep sparkle. Swallowing she brushed a hand through her slightly wavy locks. She didn’t know what to say, or do in the situation at hand, it was something she wasn’t altogether sure of, letting out a breath she smiled. “That means a lot” She admitted honestly.
Their fake date brushed through her head, it was an amazing day, an amazing time, she could still remember his warmth, his smile and the way he had held her. “Now when I head back to my brothers I have something to look forward to” A sot laugh fell from her lips, going back to her brothers was not her idea of fun, and she couldn’t wait until she had a place of her own.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2011 18:28:22 GMT 2
Jeremy laughed softly, "I should hope so," his voice was soft as he looked at her, "And hopefully when I come get you, you'll still be excited about what I'm planning for the night."
Every time he looked at her he could still feel her lips pressed against his, the feel of her body resting in his arms with the cool night air around them. He had missed seeing her even with the way they had parted those three months ago. Jeremy sighed inwardly, the alcohol that he tried to use on that feeling of being swallowed by misery had done nothing. He had passed out on his couch with an empty bottle and a heavy heart, that didn't seem to want to leave. The past three months had pretty much blended into one giant mass, but yet here she was.
Faye was there now, those three months were over. They were on a date now and then he was pretty sure they would be having plenty of dates later. Which meant if she was living with her brother he was just going to have to get along with her Brother.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 14, 2011 18:39:10 GMT 2
Faye smiled as she looked over at him, her head tilted to the side ever so slightly, did he honestly think she wouldn’t still be excited, that she would return back to her brothers and regret everything that had happened here, that she would not want to have it again, to feel those feelings Nodding her head she reached across the table, resting her hands on top of his head, “Ill be excited” She stated softly, with a soft smile, her dark eyes sparkling.
Drawing her lower lip between her teeth, her brow furrowed ever so slightly, “Which means im gonna have to talk to my brother” She muttered, a sigh falling from her lips, oh that was just going to be great. She had no idea why Leon didn’t like Jeremy, but it was clear that he didn’t. “He’s not as bad as he looks though” She stated softly, with a smile, “And hopefully im gonna be out of there soon” Her gaze once more returned to his, and a soft blush crept over her cheeks.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2011 20:00:05 GMT 2
Jeremy pressed his head into her hands, "Alright I believe you," he said in a very content voice.
He now knew that he really needed to clean his apartment, it wasn't a bad looking place but the amount of glass bottles laying around was just pathetic. Jeremy needed to clean so that he could have her come over and cuddle with him. He tuned back in when she started taking again.
"I know he isn't, he's just very protective over you and he only wants the best for you," he paused smiling at her, "You will get out of there when you are ready to be. There really isn't any rush, and he probably doesn't like me because I'm interested in you."
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 14, 2011 20:08:15 GMT 2
Faye smiled, her fingers brushed over his cheek before pulling away from him, her hands dropping down onto the table in front of them. Her dark eyes sparkled as she watched him, wondering what was going on through his head, what he thought about, and what made him tick. With a small nod of her head she laughed softly, “Oh trust me I think he’d kill any guy who came near me if he thought he could get away with it” She laughed softly, but she was deadly serious, she knew that Leon would protect her no matter what, which meant taking any guy out of the picture.
Resting her head on her hands she slowly nodded her head, it was more then that though, she’d have to talk to him about it, “Oh ill be more then ready soon enough, I love Lee to bits but we clash to much” She laughed softly, curling a piece of hair around her finger, her gaze never once leaving his, “It dos mean im gonna have to go back to work though” A thing she was no relishing in, at all.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2011 21:01:25 GMT 2
"I guess that it's a good thing that he can't kill anyone. No matter how crappy my life has been I like being alive, because I'm here with you now," Jeremy said smiling at her softly, "How long have you been not working?"
He hoped that she still had a job even though he still didn't really have any idea what had happened to her over the past three months. Jeremy was worried that he had missed something so important in her life that it would effect his ability to talk to her so openly.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 14, 2011 21:05:19 GMT 2
Faye smiled, “You being dead would be a very bad thing” She commented with a soft laugh, he had made her smile, something she hadn’t done in Three months, something she hadn’t realized until Jack had mentioned it. Licking her lips his question made her frown, and she slowly draw her lower lip between her teeth, something she did when she was thinking.
“Three months” She muttered finally, her dark eyes sparkling, “I haven’t er been able to face going back” Even now, the thought of actually returning to work, the place where her nightmares had actually come true, the place Joker had grabbed her, it made her mentally shiver, but she would face it, she wasn’t going to let fear rule her life any more.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2011 2:59:31 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded, "So work stopped basically right after our sudo date then, and so did what ever changed you..." the last part was said softly with a certain definite certainty.
He didn't want to pry her last three months open, no matter how much it was killing him not to know what had happened to her in the time period that had elapsed since they had seen each other. But he knew if he pushed her she wouldn't trust him, and her trust was more valuable to him then the knowledge of what happened to her.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 15, 2011 10:51:41 GMT 2
Faye licked her lips slowly nodding her head, her life had gone from great, to shit in the matter of a week. Letting out a soft breath her dark gaze turned away from the man in front of her and out to the view before slowly turned back towards him. She had made this mistake with Jack, not opening up, letting him in and letting him know what was wrong, she wasn’t about to do that with Jeremy.
“I guess your gonna have to know what happened sooner or later” She muttered softly, lifting her gaze she smiled up at him, heaving in a soft breath, “How much do you wanna know” She questioned inclining her head ever so slightly.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2011 14:46:25 GMT 2
Jeremy looked away at his hands sitting on the table in front of him trying to decide on how much he wanted to know before his sense of knightlyness kicked in. He looked up at her with a slight nod to himself, he had already decided not to push her and he wasn't going to tell her that he wanted to know everything. A part of him already was yelling for information, but it was over ruled by the simple fact that if what ever happened was too much to think about he might unintentionally hurt her and he never wanted to do that.
"What ever you," he stressed the word you, "are comfortable with me knowing, or what ever your comfortable talking about. I'm not gonna push you into some territory your not ready to face yet, when your ready is when we can get there."
Jeremy took her hand between his and held it lightly, not wanting to let her go, to let her know that he was here if she needed him to be.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 15, 2011 14:54:38 GMT 2
Faye swallowed as she looked over at him, her eyes sparkling, a soft smile playing across her face, slowly she dropped her gaze, to their hands, with a small shift she easily entwined their fingers together. Drawing her lower lip between her teeth she slowly nodded her head once more. “It started when I was 16 and I moved to Miami” She swallowed, as she concentrated on their hands together, if she looked at him, she knew she’d back out.
“Lee always told me he was a bad guy, but he paid me attention, he treated me in a way my father never did, I was to insecure to realize what was happening, and by then it was to late” She shrugged her shoulders, quickly pushing all the memories aside.
Lifting her gaze she smiled at him, but it was a tight, weak smile, “I told you that Jack fucked up, I was leaving work when this guy came up behind me” She stated clenching her jaw she let out a soft breath, licking her lips she brushed her finger over his knuckles. “I was tortured, actually I wasn’t, but I was made to think I was, then he kept me locked up for four days, when he let me go I was kidnapped by the real bad guys” Shaking her head she knew known of it was going to make sense, none of it.
“I was shot, the guy followed us back to the hospital and he tried to finish me and Jack of” Lifting her gaze she looked at him, “Jack killed him” Letting out a wry laugh she shook her head, her eyes were haunted, and dark, “It just brought back a lot of memories that I guess I never dealt with”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2011 15:13:04 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded squeezed her hand tightly, "I'm so sorry baby," the last word slipped off his tongue before he had realized that he had even said it.
He didn't even pay it any mind as he wanted to reach across the table and hold her tightly in his arms and never let her go. Jeremy couldn't imagine what it was like to be tortured by someone else. He knew how it felt when he tortured himself and he knew what it was like to be shot, he had been hit in the shoulder when a deal went as far south as you could go. But being tortured and followed and watching someone die all in the span of a week's time was ridiculous. It was too much for anyone to handle, which is why she had changed.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 15, 2011 15:17:55 GMT 2
Faye swallowed, her gaze locked on his face, heaving in a breath she heaved in a breath and let it out slowly, and just like that, just like she had been with Jack, she pushed it aside, she wasn’t about to have any of that ruin the moment she had with the man in front of her. “Im dealing” And when she actually said it she knew she could say it with truth, because now she was dealing.
“Funnily enough the guy who fake tortured me has been er helping” She bit the inside of her lip and looked at him, “Theres some of the story I don’t know, and some I cant tell you, but he saved my life, if it hadn’t been him Carter would have sent someone else, and I wouldn’t have been so lucky”
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Post by Deleted on Apr 15, 2011 15:36:13 GMT 2
Jeremy looked at her carefully, "I can see that your dealing with it, like I said in the car you've changed. Faye in a way I'm glad your fake torturer is helping you deal with everything that happened to you, I don't think I'll be a fan of his any time soon, but he's changing you in a way I don't think I could ever. Your guy, he's making you stronger."
He looked at her with a certain level of respect, she was stronger then he was. She was fighting to get back what she had lost because of others, she was refusing to be a victim, she was fighting to be a survivor. Jeremy respected that in her, she deserved to be happy everyone did really, but most of all she deserved it.
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