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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 20:03:44 GMT 2
Star clenched her jaw and she slolwy nodded her head, "I do" She stated softly, "And you kinda gotta stay your gonna be my ride" Licking her lips she let out a soft sigh, drawing her lower lip between her teeth.
"Drive me home" She questioned softly, she didnt shif from standing in front of him, other then her brothers she had no one, yet this man, she enjoyed his warmth, his touch and the way he kissed her, but this wall he had suddenly put up, not so much.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 20:23:19 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded, "Sure where you live?" he asked looking at her, "I may have to go for a couple of hours while our working, you know take a shower, change clothes, grab some stuff for work."
He took a slow breath not wanting to move out of his safety zone where he wasn't feeling these sudden things for her. Jeremy was a sucker for pain and suffering even if it continuously came from women.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 20:28:08 GMT 2
Star slowly nodded her head "In even a worst part of town then this" She muttered, she never normally cared about where she lived, but for some reason she suddenly did, "But dont let the outside fool ya, the insides pretty nice" She smiled and walked behind her, grabbing hold of her bag.
She let out a soft breath she really liked this man,and for a moment she had thought he did to, but now she wasnt so sure, was he really into her, or just in it for what he saw, and wanted. SHaking her head she turned with her bag resting in her hands.
"Its about a ten minuet drive"She muttered, moving to pass him.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 20:55:59 GMT 2
Jeremy looked at her strangely for a moment before he followed her, "There anything I can do other then drive you there that will help you get into a better part of town?"
He really did want to get her out of all this bad stuff, though it wasn't like his apartment was exactly liveable at the moment or he would have offered her the oppertunity to stay there and find a better job. Jeremy licked his lips, sure he had eyes, she was gorgeous and sweet and tempting, he really did want to know her. Her wanted to know if he could trust her enough to like him for him, and not the image he pretended he was.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:00:12 GMT 2
Star looked over her shoulder at him, it was tempting, but she slowly tilted her head, "Have my entire record destroyed" She muttered with a laugh and shake of her head, with her history people didnt tend to look at her, nor did they when they saw her resume, strippers and lap dancers had a history and not a good one.
"Thank you for the offer though" She slipped into the passenger side of the car, "Follow the street down, take the first right then follow it down"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:14:22 GMT 2
Jeremy shrugged, "I'll see what I can do... I know some people who know some people who owe me a few favors," he said with a slight grin, she acted as if he wouldn't follow through with it.
"Alright," he said as he slipped back into his car quickly turning over the engine as he followed her directions, now knowing where he was.
Jeremy glanced around, he really didn't like this part of town but he would do what he had to to get her out of here.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:17:35 GMT 2
Star loooked out of the window a soft sigh falling from her lips, "And this right here is whre i grew up" SHe stated with a soft smile, out front was Luka's car, her younger brother who just like her had done whathe had to, to survive, and just like her he had been desperate for attention from her brothers. When the car finally came to a stop she twisted to face him.
"You wanna come in?" She questioned softly, her dark eyes roaming over his face, she could tell him was uncomfortabel around here, "I can always have Luka drop me of at work"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:29:37 GMT 2
Jeremy knew this place and he knew it was going to be trouble if he staid around here for much longer, "I want to stay and take you to work, but... There are some people who live around here who would like to have my head on a platter. Some buisness that went south..."
He took her facce in his hands and kissed her warmly, "I will stop by your work if you let me know where it is," Jeremy stated when he pulled back away from her.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:37:22 GMT 2
Star smiled, nodding her head, she didnt know if he was telling the truth, or if he was just saying it to appease her, licking her lips she looked around,"Yea guys are pretty rough around here" She muttered softly. When he kissed her she allowed herself to soar, to allow herself to get lost with it, but she had a feeling this wasnt really going to go the way that she wanted it to, that in the end he to, like Carter would realize what she was and walk.
"Wanda's erm its south side of the beach, im there till about noon, longer if she has over time"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:42:36 GMT 2
"I'll be there," Jeremy said firmly as he kissed her again, "I'll see what I can do about that record of yours, it's the least I can do for making you put up with my... hell I don't even know what to call this..." he said truthfully.
It was a bit like boosting for the first time. Everything was going so fast, he had lost sight of what was up and what was down, what was real and what was just his imagination.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2011 21:46:18 GMT 2
Again he kissed her, and again she allowed herself to get caught up in it, clenching her jaw she forced herself to pull away, she didnt need his hand outs, nor his help, yet the offer was kind and she didnt want to refuse it, because if offered normal, "Thanks" She whispered softly, but it was the yelling that was coming from the inside of her house that brought her back to reality, she wasnt normal, no where near it.
Her head spun around at the sound of her front door banging open, at the tense voice of her younger brother and the louder, angrier voice of her older one, what ever was happening didnt sound good. Letting out a sigh she reached down to grab her bag "It was ncie meeting you Jer, ill see ya later" She whispered, and slipped from the car, both sets of eyes turning towards her, normal had been nice for the hour or more she had....it never lasted though.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 3:40:35 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded and watched her go feeling that all too familiar crashing feeling he got when he was alone. He was glad she had family, she looked like she could use some stable-ish people in her life. Taking a breath after seeing her in good hands he pulled away from the curb and gunned the engine heading back to his apartment. He glanced at the digital clock in his car and slowed slightly as he pulled his cellphone from his pocket.
She had said he could call her whenever he was ready to talk... He was more of asking for advice since it seemed Faye knew what she was doing more then he did. Jeremy just went through the motions of caring for someone else, he didn't actually feel like he was doing anything.
Not putting thought into it he flipped open the phone and pressed 5 and then send, Faye, being one of the few numbers in his speed dial. Now all he had to do was wait until she picked up.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 7, 2011 14:24:43 GMT 2
Faye twirled the engagment ring around her finger as she sat on her brothers couch....not her couch, but her brothers...it was an odd feeling, and she wasnt to sure how she was meant to be feeling, it had been her choice, but then she hadnt really been given an option, she was ready, he wasnt, she doubted he ever would, and when he was.....shaking her head she let out a sigh, wondering what else he had been lying about.
Slowing she pulled the engagment ring from her finger, allowing it to settle on the coffee table in front of her. She couldnt exactly stay here, not for the long haul, which left her two options, find somewhere else, or head back to Miami.
Luckily her phone pulled her from her thoughts and she reached for her bag, not even bothering to check who was ringing her, she just pressed answer and lifted it to her ear. "Perez"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 16:37:51 GMT 2
"Wow when did you get so formal with old friends?" Jeremy asked into the phone, he could almost hear the pain in her voice, "Is everything okay, Faye? I mean if this is a bad time I can call ya back later."
Jeremy took the next turn and pulled up to his apartment complex. He nodded to the guard sitting there and smiled at one of the women who was jogging by. His hair was loose for once as a stray breeze fluttered through the open window and made his shoulder length hair move and get into his face. Stopping from grumbling he swiped the hair out of his way and pulled into his parking space.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 7, 2011 17:02:14 GMT 2
Faye laughed at the all to familiar voice of Jeremy, she hadnt seen or heard from him for a while but it was good, "Sorry,didnt check who it was, so it could have been work" She stated with a strained smile even though he couldnt see it. With a sigh she clenched her jaw.
"Its always a good time, whats up" She questioned, looking down at her ring that laid discarded on the table, before standing and heading to the kitchen.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 17:30:54 GMT 2
Jeremy could feel that it wasn't a good time, "Well I was calling for advice, but that can wait... How have you been?" he asked as he slipped out of his car the keys in his hand as he locked the doors and started walking up the stairs.
He didn't like feeling like she was upset but he didn't want to say anything in case she got mad at him for mentioning it. He did hope everything was alright for her though, he just wanted her to be happy no matter who she was with considering he knew he'd probably never have her to himself.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 7, 2011 17:33:46 GMT 2
Faye rose a brow, "Advice huh" She smiled inwardly, if he was asking for advice it had to be about a woman, which meant he was like she had said he would, ifnding someone he could love. "Ah im up for giving if your up for listening"
A soft sigh fell from her lips and she ran a hand through her hair, there was so much he didnt know, had it really been three months since she had spoken to him last. "Things have been very hectic, youve missed a lot" She muttered, shaking herhead she licked her lips.
"You up for meeting, i can give you all the advice you need"
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 17:59:27 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded, "Yeah then I can pester you for why you sound like your whole world has come crashing down," he said blandly as he walked up the stairs, "And yes Faye I can tell that, I had that same tone when..." he swallowed and smiled at his neighbor, "... When 'she' crushed me into tiny little pieces."
He unlocked his door and found the bottle of JD not where he left it, and there was some missing. Frowning he glanced around quickly and saw Johnny sitting at his counter, his boss had obviously let himself in. Ignoring the asian male Jeremy kicked empty bottles of JD out of his way as he made his way into his bedroom and closed the door behind him.
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Post by Faye Perez on Apr 7, 2011 18:03:09 GMT 2
Faye sighed and smiled all at the same time, damn she really had missed him, missed hearig him speak and havig him listen to her, he got her, in a way she ahd thought Jack had, and obviously he hadnt. "I sound that bad huh" Running a hand through her hair, she leant agaisnt the wall and stared out of the backyard of her brothers home.
"Im at Lee's so er, come by whenever, or i can come meet you" She muttered, now the thought of speaking to him, seeing him again was there she wanted to grasp it with both hands. Maybe his problems would end hers.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2011 18:27:28 GMT 2
Jeremy nodded though she couldn't see it. "I remember the way," he said nodding, "I'm gonna grab a shower and my stuff for work and meet you at your brother's and then I'm getting you out of that house for a bit," he said opening a dresser drawer before pulling out a t-shirt and kicking a different pair of jeans off the floor, "As for you sounding that bad, no. You just keep sighing and I remember you doing that a lot that one night on the beach."
Shaking his head he walked back out of his room and nearly tripped over an empty bottle of Vodka, having bitten back the curse before it slipped from his lips he kicked the bottle irritated down the hallway where it shattered against the wall. Nearly glowering in annoyance he walked into the bathroom and dropped the clothes on the sink.
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